AILEEN: May 2010

This much I know is true;

I had the most awesome, unforgettable, toucing, loving, blessed, favourite, beautiful, gorgeous, pleasant, successful, bestest, grandest, happiest, greatest 18th birthday ever,
that'll leave me speechless, grateful, melted,happy and loved for eternity.
<3

Xueting!Babe you're like my soul sister and whatever happens I'll always come running back to you first, (not because you're Devan's sister) Hahahahah I can't even label you as a friend already because you're so beyond that. You're like The Girl in my life. Hahahaha and you know all my friends because I've been with you the longest. That explains why I love you like crazy, nono more than crazy (: And you know what makes you so so amazing, I don't know too, it's just you. You are Amazing. And in spite of all my weaknesses and flaws you always love me so so much and make me feel so special in your life, that's why I love you back even more.

Byje! Remember how I didn't talk to you for a couple of months in Primary 6? Awww our friendship really goes back to such a long long long long time. And despite how I know I've been pretty bad to you and not the nicest person, you always love me and give in to me. And we've been friends for so long that you too have seen all my new friends enter into my life, and sometimes I took you for granted and neglected you and I feel so so so bad but despite that you never gave up on our friendship and still loved me all the same. But you know what, even though I don't say this often, I do treasure you so so much and through it all, I do believe that I love you just as much as you love me. Thanks for never giving up on our friendship and me Byje, I love you.

FACT. Awww I cannot say in words how much you girls mean the WORLD to me, like literally. It's been about close to six years now, and I like that we are still so tight (: Doesn't matter that we only meet twice a year, FACT's still FACT and that's a FACT. But most importantly, thanks for first opening up the world of love to me. The times we had sitting by the courtyard after school, random trips to town after school, Neoprints!, trial running at Macritchie, hahah it really is in every little thing we've done together that still puts that smile on my face. And y'know it's funny how I remember catching a glimpes of you girls in school would just make my day (: That's how much ability all you three had and still have to make me such a happy girl. Saying that I love you, would be an understatement.

Xuening! Superdupers will always be superdupers. Remember how we used to write love letters to each other every single day? I still got them y'know (: Darling even though you've rejected me until now, I'm still waiting for the day when you'll accept me. And you especially played an extra important part of my life in Fairfield Netball, the best thing that ever happened to me. But more than anything, thanks for always loving me Xuening. You will always be that special and most favourite Xuening I've ever had the honour of knowing.

Jarold, Leon, Neo, Tai, Terrance, Jem! Hahahah you guys never fail to crack me up with your funny antics. Hahahah I especially remember during Corinne's birthday party last year we played Simon says, and Jem said something like Simon says touch your ears, no not like that, like that and Terrance really move! Hahahaha so spastic, but you guys are really very funny and retarded. And it sure was surprising and heartwarming seeing you guys at my party, like despite how we don't often meet these days you still made some time and money to come and it's really really really quite nice of y'all (: Hahah days in Perfect Ten was short but it was undeniably fun while it lasted. Hahahahah in any case, continue to spread your joy to those around you because you guys certainly have a gift for it ;)

Natalie Sum! Hello my dear, I've known you for about close to about five years now and I'm so glad that I have you as my bestest Junior, and now you're in JJ too! Well I regard you more than a junior but a very very close friend because you're really special to me (: Hahaha and of course on many accounts I've got to thank you for always helping me like during Nicolette's 18th last year. Yay, but really I'm so so glad to have you in my life dear (:

ZaraMonicaWee We've known each other for 12years now, believe it or not. That's shows how significant you are to me love. And y'know what's the most special thing I like about our friendship, is that it's not maintain by words or actions, but by time that somehow has created that special feeling between both of us. And I sure am glad that strangely we got even closer after we left Fairfield. But yes, thanks for always reminding how to behave like a women and that I must be ladylike, but most importantly thanks for always being here for me and making me feel so important in your life. Oh dear, I love you so so so so so much too

AmandaSeeXiaoYun!! I had to write this personal shout out for you because I'm so omegaly sorry I forgot to mentioned your name in my speech. Babe, but you know what's between us is unspoken, and that's more special (: Anyway I was so so so so so so so so touched that you came for my party despite being so busy and all. Like I know how difficult it is for you to leave home and all and yet you came.. just for me. You know how much that really made me melt in joy.. to see you (: And yes you are my Primary One B friend too so it's beeeen 12 years since we knew it other! (I used to be fairer than you, check out the picture) And I like that you always randomly call me because no one ever does that for me. I promise you when A's is over we'll go your house for more prata and sugar. Loveeee yaaa booobs!

Baoyue (:Nepal buddy, I love you. It sure was good getting to know you better in Secondary4 and even up til now I'm glad we're still here for each other and all! And you know something. I'm so glad that you still tell me stuff and all because it makes me feel that I still mean something to you. And love, I promise you that I will always be here for you, even when the rain starts to pour. And I always want you to treat yourself better than anyone else, that means loving yourself more because you deserve it. I love you Bao.

Jacqueline! Hahaha if you were a guy, you'd be gayer than Natyau. Because you are so spastic and retarded and The Most Cute Aunty Ever. Hahahah it's funny how it's only after we left Fairfield that I began to see that side of you, but it's cute y'know. I think I like it. (: Anyways thanks for being you always because it never fails to put a smile on my face, maybe except the taking super long part. Hahah but yes through it all, you've most definitely got much love from me (:

Lynnette! That you're from 6C too means we've known each other for close to 8years now (: Wow, that sure is amazing long. But it's been really great knowing you because you're such a beautiful and lovely person. And somehow or another, I'd always have you around in some part of my life. And so yes, you're a friend whom I most definitely hold close to me because we seen each other since we were primary school kids til going through secondary school and now I'm 18! Which still is young, but not so young anymore. Hahha. And also thanks for making my 18th birthday party such a special one for coming, (: sure means so much to me! I sure do loveyoualways Lynnette (:

Kelly! I'm so so glad we got closer after we left Fairfield, I love having gossiping sessions with you while studying and all (: You are really such an unique person. And thanks for making time to come to my party despite being cash and time strapped! Hahah you're really such a wonderful person and I'm seeing my life with you in it 20years down the road (: In the mean time, study hard, let's crash A's together (: And I know you can do it because you are such a brilliant woman! Loveyoukellyly!

CalebArmpitCharlesTongLimShanYeow, you are like the sounding board in my life, always keeping back me on track, always being so so wise, sometimes I wish I was half like you, you never seem to have any worries. And you're one of the only two people who have the ability to make me listen to and correct myself whenever somthing goes wrong and I'm wrong. (Guess who's the other one? Hahaha, we know, she knows) But yes, I guess I've often come to you with a fair share of my troubles and you probably think that I'm so messed up too, but still, thanks for still accepting me just the way I am. I sure do love yaa friend. And the next time something's not right again, I'll try to remember your "Aiyah, nvm lah" and keep opening my eyes and heart to keep pursuing the truth (: And lastly, thanks for everything you've done for me, because as I look back on my past birthdays, you had such a huge part to play in all, but above all the birthdays thanks for everything else you have done for me.

AlastairTanJiaHao! Hahahah you sure are one crazy guy and up til now I'm still trying to figure what you're doing with your life. First off, I see I'm afterall worth your time and money eh! You bothered to come down for my party, touched ttm (: I always knew I meant something to you ;) But undeniably it's been a joy having you around in my life too, hahahah despite how you like to call me Elsi and idk what, insults from your mouth sure sounds like music to my ears. Hahah and I miss having you around in class. But yes, thanks for always being such an entertainment in my life, I love you alright! (:

Glenn (: You're like my movie buddy because everytime there's some saikang movie left to watch we'll just whack together because we both hate gathering people. But yes, above that, thanks for being such a great guy and all. I like that I can talk to you about stuffs sometime and you'd understand. Well it's a pity we're not in the same college but I guess it doesn't matter cos the group of us are still so tight and all. Please promise me that you'll study hard and make full use of your intelligence because you're really so so smart but you're wasting your brain cells. Guess I'd see you around soon then (:

Natyau! Somehow or another, you'll always be that special guy in my life. And it's strange how we got closer after we left school. Hahahah I can't decide if I like or hate that we often quarrel and have repelling views on issues, but somehow or another I always find that I can't stay angry with you at all. And well I know you've always been really nice to me, and even though I've never quite mentioned it, I do appreciate it very much and I actually do think you're quite a gentleman (: And yes undeniably, spending time with you is quite fun, be it simple dinners every Saturday night or studying or talking or anything, guess there's something unique about you that doesn't make life so boring afterall. Well, you're like my bestest bestest guy friend ever and I'll never trade you for anything in this world! I love you so so much too! (:

Lai Zijie! Jungle buddies and gayfriends for life! You sure are one eccentric guy, apart from your Casanovanic ways and taste in ES , you're almost perfect. And you're really treasure brotherhood because you're really loyal to your friends (but not girlfriends) Hahah, but yes thanks so much for making my 18th such a wonderful one as well. I was so glad you came for my partaye considering how you're always on such a tight rein by your parents. And for singing for me (: You always make me feel so happy singing BackstreetBoys even if the whole world hates it, I love it (: Gayhood friends for life!

Kenneth Qua (: Awwww you are always so talented with your guitar, and trust me you can use it to melt a girl's heart. Well you've indeed been a really good friend of mine since Primary Six! Hahahah 6C and 4D, two very very awesome class. I'm so glad that I got closer to you after the numerous chalets we had, and how you opened up to me about some of your pretty personal stuffs (: Sure feels nice knowing you trust me with them. Anyway promise me you'll study hard for A's and do well (: I can just forsee so many amazing God has for you in your life. And you've always got a friend in me Kenneth!

Benji! Hahah Crusader boss, you are always so crappy, but I know you value your friends and they mean alot to you. That's why you didn't mind coming for my party and I was really happy to see you too! Hahah even though you 70% rubbish and 30% substance most of the time, I know you're actually a really great guy. Like giving Salad and I eggs and milk in the wee hours of the night. Speaking of which, we still owe you a carton. And above that, I know you're actually really nice to your friends. Hahah but like Kenneth, I've known you for about close to 7 years now because we were in the same Primary 6 class too and you were already so crappy. Remember how the class rejoiced when you got E? Hahah those were the days (: Anyway thanks for being the Benji you always are, because if you're not Benji, it'll just be plain weird.

Joel Lai! Yes, Family, country and now, friends are an important part of your life (: Somehow or another, I'll always remember that about you. And you're a really nice person because you always go the extra mile to help you friends and you never despise any of them. And thanks so much for coming down to my party! It really meant so much to me (: Guess the last thing you've got to do for me is to do me proud and top PJ, I'm sure you can do it! (: Hahahah.

Wenyao (: Undeniably, you're always so nice to me, and honestly, I don't deserve it. But still I really thank you for always looking out for me and all, and always being ever so ready to help me in everything and anything. And I guess I could never thank you enough but I guess I want you to know that I really appreciate all that you've done. Guess you'll always remain an important part of my life. And I know I'm not exactly the best of friend one can ask for but no matter what, you'll always have a friend in me and I'll be always be here for you (:

KangYongZhi! You sure are very crazy and spastic, and you never fail to make me and all my friends laugh. But you're a really special guy with a unique ability to ensure that all your friends will always be happy. I guess what's left to do is making sure that you too are happy too (: And even though your A level results might be the most ideal, I believe that God already has a special plan and purpose in your life. Doesn't really matter where the grades might bring you. (: And even though you always say I'm so loud, your humour is so much more amplifying than my voice. So yes, it sure has been a joy knowing you (:

My bestest, smartest Bridge disciples, Eunicethebestbridgeplayer and Gaily. Heeheee, even though it's only been slightly more than a year, I feeel like I've known you since forever. Thanks for always feeding my Bridge cravings and addiction when all else taught I was insane over Bridge. But beyond that, thanks for being the wonderfully unique two people you are, one who makes stars with six edges and the other who specialises in making frogs. Hahaha you two never fail to crack me up in the simplest way ever. I love you two girls so so much too!

S28 girls! Annie, Cordelia, Jocelyn and Zhengyi (: Babes you don't know how happy I was when I saw Zhengyi's face in the crowd, I really couldn't believe my eyes. Ahh you girls really make me so happy everyday of my live now because I only have y'all around in s28, and yes our other classmates are super duper awesome as well, but y'all are like my YTF we eat everyday in school. Hahahaha and we all know how important YTF is to us, so that's how important you are to me too, each and every single one of you!

Carmen! First off, thank you so so much for coming to my party despite being the only one there. I really felt quite bad if any point of time you felt quite left out. But I was really really touched that you came (: And on another note, thanks so much for working beside me as Captain in leading Netball. Hahah and it sure was fun working beside you as co-defenders too. Well even though we didn't really have a lot of opportuinities to get closer, I'm still glad that I've got you in my life.

Aubrey (: Even though you always claim I bully you, I actually love you so much more (: And I'm so glad I still see you around in school everyday because often enough you make my day by being so silly and all. I love you so much Aubrey! And thanks for contributing to making my party such a huge success as well. I really appreciate it so so much!

Nadia (: Aww you are sucha an awesome super sweet Junior. Knowing you the last three months has possibly got to be the best thing to end off my Netball life. You have potential and if you train hard I'm sure you will go far (: Thanks for making my 18th party such a huge success, I love you so much dear girl.

Annette (: Ever since the first day I step into JJ netball, you always made me feel so welcomed and all. I sure miss yaa so so much! And you're really such a nice person too! Also making me feel better of myself and all. And even though you couldn't make it for my party I still enjoyed myself tremendously even though I'd have very much wish you were there (: I hope you're doing great and all, love you so much Annette!

Natasha! You sure are one very unique and special person. And I miss your voice so so much (: It's something in the way you speak that is so distinctive and memorable (: And you're so so animated. I really like you alot. And most definitely I will remember you for the longest time ever (: Love you silly Natasha Tan (:

Liangfu. Hello my dear friend. Thanks for playing an important role in making my 18th birthday party the best ever. But most importantly, thanks for being the nicest and most generous guy you've always been. It's like you're always ready to lend a helping hand to those around you, and you never equate money with friendship. I'm sure a much as you treasure those around you, they treasure you back just the same, because as far as I'm concerned, I do! And so sincerely for the bottom of my heart, I really am so very grateful for the friend I have in you.

Wanting! Still one of the best things that happened to me in JJ (: I just feel so so blessed to have you in my life. You're just so very very special to me. Even though our time spend together was short, it sure is long enough to last a lifetime (: And thanks so much for making me feel so happy during my surprise party (: You are such an amazing person and I'd treasure you for as long as I live. But more than anything, I'd always want what's best for you and for you to be happy always. Love you so so much Fatwtwanting.

Cuifen. First off, thanks for playing such an important role in making my 18th birthday party such a special and successful surprise birthday party. The whole bunch of you girls, really make my life so complete. And I really like having you around and all, and you're like just so sensible (: I'm so glad that over the years I eventually got to know you better. Well in many ways you sure are heaven sent and I think God so so much for you. Love you so much Cuifen!

Yuka!You are like one of the most nicest innocent and gentle girl I've ever met, honestly. It's like your heart of snow is reflected in the things you do, and you're like just ever so nice. Thanks for making my 18th birthday such a fabulous spectacular one (: It really meant the world to me, thank you so so much. I love you so much Yuka Nakanishi!

Corinne!Awww I miss you like crazy (: And you know I love and will always love you so much because you once played and still play such an important part of my life! Like if there's any regret I have is the little time we spend together these days, but I guess that doesn't really change anything because I still love you all the same! And thanks for making me feel so so so happy and loved on my 18th birthday. Well I know you're really busy an all these days, but I do hope you still find time to love yourself! Take care okay dearest! I love you.

Nicolette First off, thanks for making my birthday such a spanking good one, the best ever. Ahhh I really need you so much in my life. It's like you're that special person whom I can never ever get angry or quarrel over anything with. And all I could possibly feel towards you is just love and more love. I think it's that extra special something in you that makes me feel that way. And it's like when I'm with you girls I feel so super happy that's why I was so happy on my birthday I was so speechlessly happy because I was spending time with the people I loved the most in my entire life and above all nothing else seems to matter. And also I like that I can be myself with y'all because you girls accept me and love me just the way I am. And I guess the most important thing about our friendship is that we've got so many cherished memories that nothing, even time could possibly take away from us. And our friendship is something like my what favourite author once wrote "Love is like the wind, I can't see it but I can feel it" And our friendship sure is like the wind, I don't see it everyday, but I sure can feel it for a lifetime. I love you forever Nicolette!

Julssss! You are like my bestest girlfriend and confidant ever, and I can like just tell you everything! Like really everything, not only because I trust you so so so so so so much, but because you're always here and ready to listen to me (: That I really can go to you with everything and I can just be totally honest with you. And you know what's so amazing about you is your ability to actually make me listen to whatever you say. I don't know, it's just something about you. And yes, you are the other one of the two people who have the ability to make me listen to and correct myself whenever somthing goes wrong and I'm wrong. And also thanks for making me feel like the most special person in this world. My birthday party will be the most amazing birthday party I'll possibly have in my entire, but you and all the people at the party are most definitely the most amazing thing that happened to me in this entire life. And y'know something, my life would suck so much without you! Ahhh I love you like crazy Juls (:

Gina!!Wow, I just have a whole long list of things to say to you. I don't even know where to start. Well first off, thanks for spearheading the project in making my 18th birthday the best ever, like possibly the best in my entire life. You don't know how much it means to me (: And I so super enjoyed and loved my surprised so much. You made me feel like the luckiest girl ever. And secondly, thanks always for looking out for me. Honestly if I had to list down the things you've done for me, this post is possibly never gonna come to an end. But really, it isn't just from this party, or this year, or last year that you've done so much in my life, but all the way back from Primary Six. Remember Charity Sale!? Yes, that marked our first little encounter dearest. And then in Netball and then in Council (: And y'know what's so amazing about you, is that you've always believed in me. And remember when I was going through some tough times in secondary school like council and all, you always stood by me and made me feel better of myself. And I remember sending you an email back then telling you how you had a heart that's one of the biggest I ever had knowing, and I still feel very much so! It's like you're always ever so ready and willing to help me and think of me. Like last year while I was struggling with my studies, despite having to concentrate on your on J2 studies, you still took time out to help me. You are just so super selfless and amazing Gina. And the Gina's magic dust you had back there is still being sprinkled even up til now. You had and will always make a difference in my life (: And if ever I am the person I am now, it's because you showed me the way. I love you so so so so much Gina Tan Mei Xiang!

SALADCHUASHIEN.Hi partner, we're almost unseparable, aren't we? That's it, I'm sure I cannot find another one like you ever in my life. Gosh, I've got so much to say to you, I don't even know where to start. How about the beginning? (: Well I guess I'll never be able to ever repay you back for whatever you done for me in this lifetime, because it's just immensely alot. But for today, I just wanna thank you so much for making my 18th birthday the best ever, you know you made me feel like the most fortunate girl ever. It's like you will go to all lengths just to make sure I'm the happiest person ever and that my birthday is flawless, from the lens, to the surprise, to the golden eraser dust, til levelling my house, til my balloon, til the Haagen Daz, til every little thing you do. Y'know I was really so so happy on Sunday and on Wednesday. You really mean the world to mean I wonder what I'll ever ever do without you. I love you so much darling!

And to all of y'all, thanks for making me feel like the happiest and luckiest girl in this world,
The White Party has got to be the best thing that happened to me this year.

Here today and gone tomorrow;

I figured I've got a habit of falling asleep on the laptop every Friday night.

I guess it's nice seeing a yogurt shop available in almost every part of Singapore nowadays.
but I guess some shops just don't measure up to standard.
Well for one, my personal favourite would still be Yami Yogurt,
it's really the most authentic.

Anyway it was Zijie's birthday today and we celebrated it at Peperoni Pizzaria,
and I guess I've got to admit it serves one of the better pizzas,
in Singapore that is.

Okay one day I'm must go Italy for authentic Italian food,
and fall hopelessly in love with it.
:D

Back to my dinner, I guess the main thing about this pizza is that's it's Huge, like really really huge.
Suppose I said 2 XXXL Pizzas got like 9 of us full?
And wood fired pizzas are really so so so so SO much better than the ones you get at Pizza Hut or Canadian Pizza which is really not so good food.
So it's most definitely worth my money
(:

Enough of food, Salad and I caught the Netball Finals of AC against HwaChong today,
and AC is like really good, needless to say.
Although the finals was pretty boring because it was like a one sided game,
which got me yawning quite a few times actually.
Nonetheless, I guess HC still played their best (: